GuY + GiRL = ThIS World... T.T

3.10pm
i started writing this


i love my baby gurl so much...
it feels like this will never end...
im'ma keep waiting and waiting and
wait forever!...
she will be with me...
not now but one day...
i believe...


each time i say i love her...
i truthfully love her...
but...
i end up getting hurt...
its pain...


i love to smile a lot...


but these few days?..
or few weeks? i guess...
i cant even smile...


i really understand wat is life now...
i didn't wanna involve in this "love" stuff and all...

i know i'll get hurt...
cuz i've seen my so called "frens"...
they just love to play girls feelings...
they "love" them...
just to hurt them...
i feel so sorry for the girls...
i've also seen some guys...
they just wanna have s*x with the girls they are with...
they never think that some day they have to get married with a girl too...
what if their wife has been *&*!#@# by some idiots??...
at that point they'll realize that its wrong to do that to a girl...
but?...
its way too late?...
what can they do??...

CRY??

worry??
no use!

it brings tears to my eyes to see girls being hurt/abused that way...
i have a sister too...
why am i saying this cuz i love my sister...
how if a guy does that to my sis?..
how i'll feel??
ThaNk GoD SHe has her right guy...

and i have my baby gurl the one i love more than anything?...
she is with another guy?...
i'm worried if he hurts her?...
or do something that is not right?..
i need her always?...
forever...
i believe one day she'll realize how much i love her?
and she'll love me too...
its all up to God to decide...

the reason i blog this is because...
i wanna tell to all the guys out there...
dont hurt the girl you are with...
love her with all your heart...
appreciate her...
cuz you will not know that will you find a better girl than her...


and to girls...
if the guy really loves you...
go for him...
love him...
don't avoid him...
i know the feeling of being avoided...
its pain...
so as a "victim" im telling all the girls...
love the one who loves you and will take care of you...
not those who are good looking?
or rich?
err.....
i don't know...
one day the looks will fade...
wealth can melt...
but love and care will still be the same...
young and fresh...

and get rid of those stupid womanizers...
who just wanna try *%#%$% you!

NOW COMING BACK TO ME...
I DECIDE THAT

MY LOVE FOR MY BABY GURL WILL G.O.N.E
grammar error huh?
it actually means...
MY LOVE FOR MY BABY GURL WILL GO ON NEVER END....

G:Go
O:On
N:Never
E:End

i'll love you always...
i'll be there for you when ever you need me...
i will never hurt you...
i was brought up by a mum and a dad...
who taught me what is true love...
they love us
me and my sis...
and never once hurt us...
i've seen true love...
my dad and my mum...

they love each other so much...
thats how i love my baby gurl...
i've learn what is love from my daddy...
my dad does anything and everything for his wife and kids(me and my sis)...

this is my family... :)


baby gurl i'll do anything for you...
i promise...
i love you...
i believe you'll love me too...
cuz my heart says so??...
will you?...
idk...only you know??...


bye bye everyone...
thnx for reading my blog...
its too long
i know?...
but i wan everyone to understand that...
love is not a game...
and someone's heart is not a ball for you to play soccer...
its fragile...

if it breaks?...
there will be no noise..
but it will be very pain...

this is for everyone to realize only k?..
no hard feelings...
dnt hate me...
i'm sorry if this hurts anyone...
i didn't mean to hurt anyone...


this is just a piece of advise...
~pearlboy~
Ephraim
lotsa loves