i dont deserve this angel, do i??...

lately i've been feeling
this kind of weird feeling like
my baby gurl will never be mine forever...
that freaks me out...
totally..
at times i've even cried...
lonely...
i love her with all my heart and i will take care of her...
i know myself...
to me she is my wifey
i am gonna spend my lifetime with her...
she is my one and only...
i will never find no one better than her...
i can never find anyone better than her...
she is just too perfect...
my dream girl..
and an angel who literally changed me...
she is my angel...
i need my angel...
i love her so much
without her i have no life...
she is my everything...
she is my one and only....
will she be mine???...
will she love me too???...
please answer me yes or no...
by voting...*on top*
i really really dnt know what to do...
i really wanna know if really deserve this angel...

happy birthdaY

well today is my sisters birthday..
every year we use to celebrate it as a family?...
but this year...
dad?...*working*
mom?...*working*
sigh!!
.....
*work work work*
damn busy..
so she went out with her bf...
they celebrated it together...
hmmmm.. he bought a cake for us...
mmm..
haha...


secret recipe again...


this is my part of the cake...haha
*not a good photographer*

;)
anyway as a brother i just wanted to wish my sis...

happy birthday...
may GOd bless you with many more birthdays
and
all your dreams to come true... :)
GOD bless...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
This birthday greeting
Has a message for you
That comes from my heart
That is sincere and true

You're the kindest person
This world holds
Worth more to me
Than all the world's gold

My feelings for you
I don't always show
As time goes on
They seem to grow

Your kind and caring
And always there for me
Thank you for everything
You do so thoughtfully
........................
and yea!
one last thing...
i would like to wish my baby gurl
...
hey baby gurl all the best for your PMR trial
do your best
pray
God will be with you
he will help you
just pray and everything will be fine
you are the best and will always be the best...
love you... :)
*kisses*
..........................

bye for now..
thnx for reading...
lotsa loves
~EPHRAIM~
PEARLBOY

OuT wItH FrEnZ

im gonna tell you guys bout two things...

one...
my skool merentas desa...
was kinda fun at first...
i went there at 7 am...
saw my teacher and took attendance...
then find my frenz...
about 8 all go for warm up...
me and my sis cant do anything?...
we sit only...
at 8.30...
all start to run ad...
i cant run...
cuz of the accident....
i walk with my fren...

these are the ppl who was walking too... :)

my fren...
he talk about his love story...
was sweet...
when he was talking...
i was thinking bout my baby gurl...
hhmmppHH!!
miss her?
YES!!
alooooott!!!
so we walk for 7-8km...
at 11pm or something like that the event finish ad...
then me and my sis went back ad...
ermm...thats all for number one...


now the second one...
ooooh baby!!! today was fun...
went to CPT's food and fun fair at 10 something...
went there ad??
got lost i dnt know where i was going?...hahaha...
then called my frenz...
after a while they came...
ash and yusoff...
so we hang out...
walk here and there...
my fren saw one girl...
he liked her...
loVe at first sight?...
yea!...haha...
we followed her like idiots!...
i ask him to go and talk, he didn't want...
we followed her like from 11 to 12.30 pm...
he was so nervous lah... haha
he didn't wan...
kesian him... :(
so we went to gurney as planned...
went to secret recipe to have a drink...
we had 7up?...
and cheese brownies...
and some chips...
we talk,talk & talk...
but the drink still never reach...
it was like 15-20 minutes...
sigh!
then after about 25 minutes waiting there?...

then it came...
haha...
service not good rite?...
haihh...
we ate and drank...
...
with the cap is me and the other is ash...
hmm...i dnt wanna look at you yusoff!...

then left the place...
but before we go?...
we paid the bill and...
leave some "tips"...

you want tips huh??...

take it nahhh 50cent...haha...we so bad!!..i know..
it was not my idea it was ash's...

after that walk...
walk & walk & walk...
non stop...
till 4 something...
then,yusoff went back...
me and ash walk here and there...
went to eat at the food court...
my mum belanja cuz she is working there...
eat fried rice...
and coke...
after eating when to bead zone...
bought something that is so sweet and special to me...
then went back ad...
took bus...
when in the bus was texting her...
was damn happy cuz I was texting HER!...
its my life...
SsHhHhH!!! its a secret... :)
LOL...
reached home at 6...
then continue texting her...
hahaha....


i guess thats it for now....
thnx for reading...
love you all...
peace and love...

~pearlboy~
Ephraim

Ciao!